Road to Diagnosis

Fuck Fuckity Fuck Fuck Fuck

That feeling when you're in bed, and over the course of two or so hours you feel your muscle strength totally leave your legs and your hands, and your fingers…so you do your usual tests, the ones you've developed over the past 8 months…and you realize you've lost your ability to snap your fingers, wiggle your toes, even moving around in bed to adjust position is complicated, and you know in about 30 more minutes your legs are going to be out to lunch…but you need to be a functional adult in a few hours for work…miles away from a name for whatever this is that robbed you your mobility.

Neurological/Rheumatological Fuckery

So quick medical update: I’m in a flareup again (like, not quite acute…but reaaaaaaaly close…like if acute is a 10, I’m at a 9.7). Walking is exceedingly difficult, muscle/pain weakness are making me ambulate like a toddler (but I have Zappy the Wonder Walker, for which I’m extraordinarily grateful).
 
My PCP & Neurologist both think there’s more to the diagnosis than Fibromyalgia, so my Neurologist is writing a letter to the Mayo asking for another consultation when I go back there in August for the Fibromyalgia Clinic.
 
However, thanks to adaptive technology (my Rollator Zappy, and voice-to-text software) I am still a happy (if uncomfortable) camper. Added bonus though: when orientation tour groups gawk, you get to tell them that you’re part of an anti-aging study being conducted on campus, and that things are going great, they just haven’t figured out the walking part yet.

(Not Quite) Back to Square One

Just finished up at the Neurologiats office. They don’t think this is just Fibromyalgia for a lot of reasons. Chief among them are that many of my symptoms are far beyond the scope of Fibromyalgia. Also, whenever I’m in a flare up/excessive pain, my CK levels are elevated indicating some kind of muscle issue (“It’s not all in your head!”). ”

My doctor was also like “and when you were there you were on high doses of Prednisone” and I reminded them that “Yes, and I was also on two months of resting because I was on disability…” (and I’ve been saying the “hey, I was on high doses of steroids” thing for weeks now. 
Anyway my neurologist is writing a letter to the Mayo explaining his thoughts and observations, and asking them to take another look. He believes, like my primary care physician and I do, that we’re missing a part of this diagnosis and that the Fibromyalgia is comorbid with something.

Back to the Mayo Clinic we go…and if they won’t give us an appointment, to Johns Hopkins. 

For Science!

So I did 10 minutes at 3.2/mph, at a 9 incline at Planet Fitness this morning: now to see if the flareups are regular and repeatable…if I’m miserable tomorrow we’ve actually made progress because we learned something. If I’m not miserable we’ve also made progress #ForScience